Something Has Changed Within Me

Defying Gravity

"Something has changed within me. Something is not the same. I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game."

Yeah, I'm through. Mostly through with being Ms. Nice Guy. There are some people that didn't listen to the golden rule....Treat People The Way You Want To Be Treated. I am pretty sure I am going to start treating people the way the treat me. Friendship is a two-way street. It cannot strive with one person making all the effort. I, personally, am tired of making the effort. So, therefore if you are reading this, and you don't hear from me in the next couple of days, you can assume this is directed to you.

Thank you and good night

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