I posted in January, when I decided to do this whole lifestyle change on why I did. You can look at the here. But I feel like I need to explain myself better. I have been overweight most of my life and I have not liked my body or myself for a very long time. Being the fat girl I always felt like I had to try harder to fit in. That was exhausting. I felt since I couldn't be the skinniest or prettiest girl in the room I would be the funniest, loudest and have the best shoes. I think because I was loud, funny, well dressed, bubbly, and talkative people assumed I was happy. That was the complete opposite. I have gone through phases where I have dieted and exercised since I was in high school. During this time I may have lost 5-20 pounds but nothing ever changed. I would still do what I want and eat what I want and if i missed the gym a couple of days in a row, who cared. At the the beginning of this year I was at my lowest point i...
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