This year I planned a getaway to St. Louis for Spring Break. Katie, Andi, and Lindsay joined me on this trip. I found myself single three days before we left, so I was prepared to have a wonderful time. I was single and ready to mingle. We left out early Monday morning. The ride down there was interesting to say the least. Katie tried to make me use the bathroom at a barn, (it was a convenience store shaped like a barn) but took me to McDonald's instead. When we got to St. Louis we went to the brewery, which Katie declared smells like beer. We had a good time at the brewery and then ventured to St. Louis Mills to shop. After a little shopping we went to the NASCAR SpeedPark for some Go-Kart racing. I won. I lapped Katie about 20 times. I hit her once and she was not happy about it. After that, we went to check in. That was an experience in itself. They had my name down wrong. Apparently I am with Thomas Green. We got the reservation fixed (or so we thought) and got ready to go to dinner. At dinner we realized St. Louis has the worst service of any place I have ever been to. The next day we decided to take public transportation to the zoo. We survived and enjoyed a day at the zoo. We got to see lots of animals, but no hippos. I was highly upset. There is so much more I could say about this trip, but I have to get ready to go to the Orpheum. Let's just end it by saying I am so thankful for my friends.
First thing's first, don't think I will type something every day, I won't. Secondly, apparently some folks think I am not happy. That is totally not the case. I know I did at one point in my post last night refer to this point in my life as a "season of sadness". I did not mean necessarily mean I am sad and you should feel sorry for me (or offer up your advice on finding a man). This year has sucked. And it has nothing to do with a man. I am content as I am. It took me 30 years to like myself and the person I am and I will not start feeling sorry for myself again. Yes, there are times it would be nice to have a man. It would be nice to have a relationship, someone to spend time with, and someone to share life with. However, I know what I want. I know what I don't. And I know what I will not settle for. I will not settle for less than what I want or less than what I deserve. I would rather be alone and unha...
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